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Picture of beach at Presqu'il Ontario

sleep, now

Whispering wind on my
sun touched skin

__leaves alive with certainty

I see you there, beside my
___dream.

_You're holding the sandman
_in your hand.

screaming

I can scream with you.
Now, I can die over here;
and this is a time of desire
for never have I felt such a pull.

And I can scream with you,
always gone and never found.
Lost for once without fear;
forever shall I think of you

And I can die over here.
The future known to leave no doubt,
for life has shown me that there's more -
and I can scream with you.

Once this phase is over,
and I can scream with you -
I'll never know the other path.
Just take a chance and jump in first.

Confusion is the death of me
and I will never learn /
To scream with you is just a thought,
because screaming never works.

chances

It's not that I haven't
or wouldn't or care
It's not that I love you
or hate you unfair
It's just that I want to
It's just that I dare
To fear the unknown
and favour the rare

secret

And do you know I'm smiling
from the inside looking up
Your words manifest
as mere thoughts inside my head

Escape

Take me away
in thought
___in mind
take me away, please

I can't leave now;
but i'm not even here
won't you take me away, please

In thought take
___my mind
through mountains
_______and seas,
over hills and down
_to valleys.

With songs and words,
and thoughts and ways...
please help me escape.

Dream

To say the words,
you've never said.
To plant ideas,
within your head.

To concentrate on thought,
and not on love.
To wonder what to do,
not dwell on what's been done.

To forget the past,
and open the doors.
To look ahead,
not at the floor.

To carry the world,
within your hands.
To wipe your tears,
and walk on dry land.

To smile a lot,
and have a wonderful day.
To do what you want,
and think what you may.

just a feeling

Whirling vision,
weak in the knees.
Do you
ever wonder?

Heart
beat.
emotion filled -
hidden meaning.

And. The sad thing is,
you could have me;
if you wanted
me.

just know

How can I tell you
what words can I use
the sun, the moon,
the sky is all I see
look beyond words
and into thought
beyond feelings
it's all I've got
here beside me
you I can't see
I've got everything to lose

like to

I'd like to kiss you
feel your lips against mine
but there's so many things to do
and there isn't enough time

I'd like to fall asleep
cradled in your arms
knowing that i'm safe
and far from harm

I'd like to have you
and hold you at will
knowing that for once
we could just be still

I'd like to wish
on a shooting star
and know in my heart
that it's near, not far

Dawn

you wish you knew
if what you hoped was true
if he wants to have
what you want so bad
you won't say a word
even though i think it's absurd
you just sit there and wait
whatever it might take

trapped

my life is in a little box
sitting beside my bed
if i could open it i would
but the lid is filled with lead

senses

what i want
i cannot have
what i see
i cannot touch
what i smell
i cannot love
what i taste
i do not want

Forever

and forever
was just a moment ago
and forever was here all along
and once you let go of forever
time is not alone
and in forever lies
the key to all the worlds
and when forever is mine
i'll cherish it as my own
and when my hand
holds forever in its palm
i'll stop and wonder why
forever seemed so far away
and now it's in today
and forever is here
its been here all along
the words and smiles
of forever
are written in a song
they're displayed on people's faces
when they're happy and
feeling strong
felt within yourself
when you find where you belong
the stolen moments were there
and held for all of time
and in the end you'll know
they never were behind
just caught between the worlds
of yours and ours and mine
and once you find the start
forever is always ever
forever in your heart

listen

Feeling Lonely
Going Crazy
Dreams Shattered
Seeing Hazy
Life goes On
Holding back Tears
Wandering By
Keeping in Fears